I have had such a sense of frustration the last month or two. I knew I was growing and in a time of transition so I tried to use that uneasy, feeling and keep it in the background and trust the answers would come. I shed a few tears, had a few moments of total panic wondering if I’m crazy to think that I can make a living as an artist and in my own way, journaled, found new information to help guide me, prayed, learned, slept …. but then….
This morning I woke up with such clarity. Finally!! I’ve been feeling unsure if I want to continue teaching my art classes in the way that I have been, I love doing them but something wasn’t sitting right. I finally know what it is. The reason I do the classes is to help women, I love to see a spark occur in women that normally give all their energy to everyone else around them but finally take a few minutes for themselves. I realized this does not belong in the business part of my life. It belongs more in my heart area of giving back, helping my comminity and global sisterhood. I have so many great ideas how I can move forward in teaching through retreats, and collaborating with others but for my own classes in my own studio I have some great things I’m working on that give me goosebumps. I see a clearer plan for my artwork, prints, licensing, wholesale. A larger global presense and a stronger sense of my place in it all. Sweet hallelujah.
More to come as this clear path ahead of me continues to unfold and come into focus.
Here is one of my newer paintings in my Souful Yoga Line. For now it’s simply titled, “Being”.